yea, its 9:45am.
ma chai, mero keelas ma....thinkin how unfurtunate i m :(. its a day after ghataasthapana. time to hav fun, fly kites and go to new road not for shoppin' but to check out grl who come there for shopping.
miss all thats...

Sitting infront of this computer, listenin to teacher's lecture and looking @ the wrok sheet that i hav to complete over the weekend, just tells me get up and call 1-800-travel-agency.

While, ponderin over 2 more days for the 3 day weekend......gives me kinda happie feeling, but....wat m i gona do over the weekend?
-nothing exciting. Get up - go to work - come home - online - eat - sleep.
well, ek din party hola...tara, tyo pani..rati.

runnin around the chatt(kausi), goin to nagarkot on a bike(dubble load gare ra)....just imagine!!!!

but, naaa....i m here, trying to complete my worksheet as fast as i can by going to google and findin the soruce to the answer and just thinking about how unlucky i m being here, working my ass off to pay bill and studing to get good grade, and there are those other arund the globe who feel wretched and little desolate for not able being able to come abroad, and bing able to just chill and hangin out with their old buddies!!!

btw, who is actually fortunate ??? then...

its: 9:59am now

1:47pm. @ my class...tryin to finish my project. Lookin at my monitor just grabs my eye to the clock. 'm jus waiting for it to be - 2:15
aagi deki, tai kurakani mai post haru parera, musuka hase basera ko...

got NO plan for weeken. gtg to the work, and thats about it. nothing exciting!!! :(

signin out...
laterz sathi ho!!!

Again about 12:15 am...Earlier this evening, kaam bata aera yeso online basdai thien..sathi ko phone ayo..was a dinner invitation. My odometer logged exactly 153K miles as I was about to pull into his driveway..budha budhi le khasi ko jhol haleko masu ra paratha khuwae..hadn't had such food for a while..ek chin matrai bho farkeko..aba sutne bela bho.

~solitude battles~
...this solitary confinement
unconsiously grows
surrounds my tiny backyard
that I built to socialize
you...
How dare you decline my refusal?
and offer this solitude

would you be kind enuf to tell me the time?
iZ

solittude is a nice name for a crowdy place
the same stupid smirk on the same stupid face
i hate to see my shadow in the mirror of grace
lest it jests like a beat without a base
Or is it the poision that i embrace??

solitude is a poison that you embrace
I' would rather take the death
~nice going HP~

Wah wah!

Afu ta 5 PM ma utheko. Kya suteeyecha hehehe.

Breakfast, lunch & dinner sabai ghiche :D.

Abu ekchin weekend ma garnu parne din-charye garchu. Again having freakin prob in mah LT. Damn i passed out last night or was it morning? Jindagi ka majaa khatte mein hein ;)

Hahaha

IndisGuise:)

P.S: tyam chai 6:20PM janaicha ghadi le.

बिप बिप बिप टिईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईईई

यो शाझा डोट कोम हो।
अईले शाझको शेढे छ भो, अब ठिस-केटोबाट सम्चार सुन्नु होस्।

लगा-लग आठ दिन-देखिको पानि, गाममा आज रोकियो। आज, २-३ फिट पानि पारो। सारा गामका बाटाहरु बान्द छन्। ढाल नाला पुनि, भर्याछन्। सरकारले नि, खासै कैत गारेको छै न ता पुनि निकैनै गाऊको ढल नाला मा अब फुटुरेमा पैशा लगार आत्याधुनिक र भरपर्दो बनाऊने छन् भनेरै आज घोसनाभो।

पेट्रोरको भाऊनि घटेन। पेट्रोर मिनरल वाटर भन्दानी सस्तो भएता पुनि, जनताहरु खुसिले मिनरल वाटर ग्यालनको झनडै १५ रुपे तिर्छन भने, पेट्रोरको ३ रुपे भयो भने तातन्छन् भनेर पेट्रोल कम्पनिले भासन दो।
आज बाट, अब दशै नि सकियो। पर्सि हो कि कुनि क्यारे कैलेपो हो गाई पुजा हो। सबै गम्लेहरु भेलाभई मेक्-डोनल गई पुजा गर्ने सुर छ।

पाकिस्ता न भुईचालो आयो रे, खै कुनि काति मरे ... ईन्टरनेटको सुभिदा यो हप्ता नुहुनाको कारणले शियनयन डोट कम मा जानु मिलेन तेकारन याकुरेट सम्चार ऊपल्द भाछैन। तेस्को लाजि, छ्यामा प्राप्त छऊ।

आज, घाम लागेन। डाडि पारि गाममा त बाडि पईरोगो रे। *खुच्चिङ्परो* :पि

आजलाई, यतिनै भोलि पुनि ठ्याक यो समयामा सम्चार सुन्नुहुनेछ भोलिको वेदरको भोलि डेटेलमा सुनाईने छअअअअअ।

जानु भन्दा पैले यो मिठो लोक-दोरिको साथ, म "फलानो" र मेरो ईन्टायर तिम तपाई सङ्ग बिदा माग्दै, तिहारको शुभकामना ब्याकत ग्दछऊ।

शुभ-रात्रि।
जये नेपाल। जये पशुपतिनाथ।
पशुपतिनाथले सबको कल्यान गरुण।

I am too modern for this post-modern city.My snail paced speed will it ever get even with these fast laners.Dark cloud of doubts they don't have an answer that I like to hear.My hometowners almost all of them carry this baggage of bad experiences with them about big cities which I don't.I like speed although I crawl.Skycrapers although they make me nervous sometimes I can easily fall in love with them.It excites me when they start to appear suddenly from the distant horizon a sense of comfort that the big city has finally materialized before me.What really bothers me is the noise when I finally reach the crowd.It distracts my calmness and orientation.
"Your speed defines you in this city"someone once told me.My blank slate knowledge on post-modern speed trusted those words without a trouble of thinking twice.I finally dived in to this rat-race of coca-colonized world.I devoled from a man into a rat and no I am not complaining about it.Haven't we all?
Live from big city its Saturday-nite.And time is 8:14 PM.

Last night I had a difficulty going sub-conscious.Unlike most of my Saturday nights it was pure and dry and thoughtful.Music offers the best company in my solitary times.Unlike last year that was full of punk/alternative air waves this year I have evolved to baroque.Giant leap it is during a short period of time.Baroque music they are almost meditative.They ignite the catalyst in my sleeping process.I can't wait to learn piano and play my favorite "kanon" one day.
Most of what I dream these days are full of pessimism.I hear noises that distract me to focus on the theme of my dreams.I haven't been able to outline my dreams to deeply understand the causes of their presence in my sleep.Either they are too abstract or I have given up to my disorientation while sleeping.I want to find answers in my dreams about my doubts.Doubts what bard of avon named them our traitors.And my fears that I fear.Doubts and fear my two enemies these days.
~11:15 am~

tyam chai 1pm thyakai bho.
in the lib. waiting for the bell to ring. aaile, ta freereeree period ho, tara yespachi aaucha lecture tyam. 1.5hrs of lecture. yeppie!!! cant wait to fall asleep :)
aani, ek nindra sutera uuthe pachi chai, ghar janey tyam huncha. ghumdai, hallidai, toal chardai ghar janu parcha. :) aani, majja le gheechunu parcha : hijo rati ko bhat, dal aani aalu daam. :p

lu, beel lago; bhagnu paro...keelas tira

Tyam: 12:06...got big big big group project due Tomorrow.....last minute ma.....figured out an error in the inital diagram/flowchart......tyesaile dikka lagera...sajha ma ek minute guff hanau bhanera basi haleko!!! lu gaye ma aba project sakauna!!!

Tyam...6.22 pm...been in school all day...within the past few days, the temperature has dropped down significantly....You can feel chills in your spine, walking from the parking lot to the school building.......kasto jadoo ekkasi. Still have one more class to get it done for today...Tons of work to do..have this damn group project. Trying to figure out how should I start...got frustrated.... so wandered through the threads to refresh my mind and hopefully find a way out to tackle the problem.

Yeah DC it sucks when you find an error at the last moment. Had a same problem on one of my design project, but luckily the error was marginal enough to get unnoticed.

Ready for the semester to be over..:D

*flippy hibernates for few hours*..:D

Later.

Aaiya daat pani dukhi ra cha....Wisdom tooth aauna lagya hola..:'(

Tata ya'll

8:45PM
I'm going 4 walk and then it will be time for my beauty sleep. :o) Tadaa

eat ej ejyakly 9:08 pe.yum.
Teeryin my bes of de bes of abilyti to rite inglis. :( very very hard however.

लु जानु नु परो आर्को धागोमा कुनि केरे, अन्ताकछेरी खेल्नु। सब तछाड र मछाड गर्रदै छन्, मेरो नि सुर छ खेल्ने तर क्यार्नु आफुलाई भने झ्याऊरु गाना र दोँरि भन्दा केई आए मोरि जाऊ। म गेर दुई तिन हरफ दोंरि टास्दिनु परो; अनि देख्छन् - जे पर्ला पर्ला!!!